5/10/11

When one is feeling down

I don't cry much.
Really, I don't.
I've become stone, except to my children.
If my feelings get hurt, I suppress them until a later date.

I've been slightly lonely lately.
I know it's the move.
Kevin working nights leaves me alone at home a lot.
And I left all my old friends back in Draper.

I haven't made new ones yet.
My house is still messy as all goodness.

I am overwhelmed.

But at this very minute I am in a jolly mood.
A busy one.
Motivated.
Let's get stuff done I say!

Last week I was mildly weepy.
I felt scared that I owned the house I was in, or that it owned me, for life!
No new friends yet.
So what did I do?

I watched a favorite movie of mine.
Dan in real life.
Best movie ever.

And when this scene came on I was glad to be alone.
I left the tears fall and fall.

Silently.

Then went to bed.

If you are in a good mood, bad mood, silly mood, whatever.
Please enjoy this crummy quality clip.
Let me know how you feel today.

5 comments:

She Ra Princess of Milk said...
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She Ra Princess of Milk said...

You just wrote a post about my life!!! I hope youre feeling less lonely now. If its any consolation you make a "slightly stalkerish stranger, from England, who lives in TN 4200 miles from any of her friends, in a house thats a building site, with a car thats not registered 15miles from the closest Walmart (yes thats how I define civilisation) and her only company is you, a few other blogs that I like, FB, four ducks, two goats, 40 chicks, two over amorous turkeys, three dogs and two cats and her very adorable (but hasnt learnt to talk yet) son, who sleeps for most of the day and whose husband is at work for 14hours a day every day".... smile and feel a little less lonely... thank you ;)

love Nicki beyondtheboob xxxx

Shawn AND Chelsey said...

we all have days that we have moods like that! keep your chin up! you are such a social butterfly, you will make friends fast!
p.s. great clip!!! i absolutely adore that movie!!! you could have posted the entire film and it would have made my day! :)

mstalcup said...

I hope you are feeling better - everything you are feeling is totally normal. You are going through some major changes, exciting changes :). Hang in there!

The Cornett Family said...

I'm glad you're feeling better, once everything gets settled in, you'll feel normal again...moving is stressful!

P.S. not braggin' about the torso, more just making fun of it's freakish length! Haha! (it really is disporportioned to my body!)

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