I know everyone has gone through this or is going through this, I hope. Cody was born so at first I was just trying to figure out how to breathe and take care of a baby. Now that I can do more and more it's hard to find a balance between keeping a clean house, and self, and having a life of my own (does that sound awful?) and playing with my son, spending time with him and holding him. I swear SWEAR my house is alergic to staying clean, it might explode if it's clean for longer than 24 hours. Even in the balance of all of this Kevin is working a lot, at least he is on a break from school for around a month. It was hard when he would leave around 7 and not come home til 9 or so, It doesn't seem that bad to some, and really I should be thankful. I guess this is just the new chapter to my life and I'm so glad for it, I'm just learning how to live it. I think it was Kelly Ripa said in a magazine once that children are like pancakes you pretty much burn the first one and then figure it out after that. I don't even know if I am making any sense. Please tell me I'm not the only one trying to find a balance.