I feel the need to vent, whine, complain, so if you feel the need not to listen, you may excuse yourself now......
Okay. I hate apartment living. Hate it. I know I whine a lot and shouldn't, but since this is MY blog I can do what I want. Mainly, I hate the stairs. 43 as I said before, that's a ton! Especially when carrying 45lbs worth of groceries and baby. Yes I weighed myself holding the stuff and did the math. It's nuts.
I know it's my own fault, I should have said "Hey, do you guys have this apartment available on ground floor?" or something along those lines. But then I would have just pissed and moaned over how I could hear people walking above me.
I came up with the idea of asking how much more it would cost to have a ground level apartment with a garage....and bear in mind we pay too much as it is......$300.00 extra a month! $300.00!! I thought to myself "Oh snap, I could save $300 a month and then just pay off the lease to move into a house" and yes I really did think "OH snap". Don't hate.
So here I am, sipping my diet cherry pepsi on the rocks, listening to Cody cry himself to sleep, thinking how badly motherhood invades showering. Sigh. I do love my life, and I know I do complain a lot, but I am thankful Kevin has a job in these hard times, that we have full bellies, and a roof over our heads.
Someone say "Poor you" just once please.... or at least tell me to get over it.
1 week ago